The reason I got inspired to start blogging again
is cuz of my good friend Greg.
He got me inspired to write on here coz he just started a blog.
www.thepenandthegun.blogspot.com
^^ Thats his blog ^^
check it out
its pretty hot shit :)
( i dont know how to make it like clicky-so just be old schoool and copy and past lol)
So Greg is my friend who lives with me right now...
hes from Florida nd he moved to NY for personal reasons
but it was becuz he was having some really
bad family stuff going on and basically he just needed
to get out of the situation.
and he knew some people in NY and he came out and stayed with them.
And how I met him is a weird completely random story.
So My older sister Betty was applying for jobs all over
the place a few months ago and applied at this hotel in
Troy and Greg also happened to be applying at the hotel
too and they talked and Betty took his number...
then they never talked for like 2 or 3 weeks and they
probably forgot about each other.
but my sister had told me she met him.
so me and my older sister are like good friends
and we would hang out and do shit together and
we wanted to get a group of our friends and dress
up really fancy and go out to dinner,just as a
random ass thing to do to kill boredom.
so we where thinking hmm who should we invite?
and i was like hay call that guy you met a few weeks ago!
so she does and they
have like this weird awkward conversation but hes
like sure i'll come...so we picked him up and went
out to diner with our friends and thats how I met him.
and We where like hes mad cool lets be friends with him!
so yeah that's how we became friends with him.
and then him and my sister started dating.
then like after a while once my family started
to be like good friends with him too he was thinking
of joining the Navy and my family and me are really liberal
and where against it but wer like well..
at least he wouldn't go to Afghanistan
coz theirs no Ocean around their but we
wher still pretty against it.
So he went to take his Navy test or whatever but
they said he failed by a few points
BUT he could go in the Army...
and this is where my family is like "FUCKKK THAT SHIT!!!" <
so me and my family where very against
this decision of his to join the Army.
and we all tried to talk him out of it.
so then He was having problems with the
family he was staying with and they
kicked him out so he had them drop him off here
(at my casa) and he asked if he could stay with us.
and of course we wer like yeah!
but now he felt like he desperately had to join the Army
cuz he felt like he was imposing or intruding or something
or whatever but my family being sooper fucking liberal
are all trying to stop him from joining and looking
for other alternatives for him.
Im not sure what he wants to to about the Army right now but
Hes aplying for a job at subway by my house..
so i think thats a good sign haha:)
but um yeah So Gregs my crazy awesome weirdo friend that lives with me.
He inspired me to start writting this blog again tho coz he started one
Heres the link--
www.thepenandthegun.blogspot.com
CHECK IT OUT YO!!
xoxox Diana
Oh PS I usually dont always feel like proof reading what I write if its long..ish so I might not always make the best of sence or something haha.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
...
Hello..
I have no idea who will read this..and I doubt anyone even will.
so yeah oh well...
Well okay HII
its been like a billion ages since i've wrote anything on here..and haha when I did I only wrote like 3 posts so yeah..haha i kinda suck at having a blog but its whatever.
imaa give it another shot!
wooo
okay so
Um December 30th 2009 230 in the afternoon.
Im sitting home With my brother Gabe..
Im babysitting him Its cold as shit in this house
I can see my fuckingg breath!!!!!!!! ah omg yeah.
the heat is broken so all we have is the wood stove..
witch is uh..nice...wen ur stiing right in front of it lol.
but yeah I suck at fires so its not too hot..
but at least its going..im wrapped in my
sisters heated electric blanket that i stole..or uh borrowed.
I hope Gabes not gunna like catch hypothermia..
I think Ill tell him to put a swetter on...
well I just did and hes like im not cold.
hes just stiing on the couch playing with his
30 dollars that he got for Christmas..
well five he got for stalking wood..
hes cheep child laber. haha I probably woulda been paid
like 10 or 15 dollars if I did what he did.
but thats coz i would bitch if I only got five.
haha.
okay wow so yeah this blog seems mad dumb,
Cuz Im just ranting about stupid shit.
oh well. if you hate it dont read it. :P muhahah.
so Maybe I should try and write about my life
or something not stupid and pointless haha.
like The temperature of this stupid house. haha.
Um so yeah I'll write about my liiiiife.:)
haha. i dunno why i think its funny. I just say
haha alot. I think like everything ever is funny.
i got this weird ass sense of humor:D
You would probably like.. think it was funny if you got it,
or if you diddnt you would just think im weird.
but im totally okay with that.
I mean mostly everyone I know thinks Im a weirdo. but i dont mind.
cuz I am a weirdo and I have been my whole life.
but ya my humor is weird but its okay coz i love it.
and I can make my self laugh.
Its like the only thing i love about my self.
well that and my artistic-nes
{[i am an artist and art its my LOVE]}
I guess thats kinda sadish or something..
I have like pretty bad like self esteem/self confidence
issues and shit but i dunno its
whatever im workin on them and
i have been for like..all my life haha.
or like this year mostly.yeah..this year..mostly recently.
And Im sure I'll get over it eventually:)
maybe tomarow or maybe next year. ah yeah.
anyways..
this year has probably been the most different
year of my whole life..
I mean i guess like every year
of ur life is diffrent and changes and stuff
..coz u get older and shit changes or something.
no maybe not tho cus wen ur 32 then u turn 33 ur
life probably wouldn't change to much but wen ur
15 then u turn 16 its like yay im older...
and shit is maybe a lil different.
I mean like at lease for me.
but not really i dunno I jus think THIS
year has been way different for me personally then 2008.
I mean my life changes alot. and its okay
Im down fer change, change is cool yo!
but change could also be kinda scary at times i guess ya knoow?
ha. yeah.
sometimes I have something tto say then
I loose my self in what Im talking about..
so if that didn't make that much sense..well thats why. lol.
soooo uh
I was gunna write about my life and
im just ranting about stupid shit AGAIN.
haha!
its a habit i have. Im a pretty horrible writer
I dont know how to write in good format or anything
I never really learned either so yeah I have a weird
style of writing. lots of run on sentence's and lots of
pointless rambling and lots of bad gramer and bad spelling
and stuff but oh well at least its original ha :) :)
OKAY
SO NOW ILL TRY TO STOP FUCKING RAMBLING AND WRITE SOMETHING ABOUT ME OR MY LIFE OR SOMETHING KAYYY.
So yeah...Im home on break from school..
.Im like totally happy to be on break from school..
coz i just get a lil too fucking sick of it sometimes
( i dont go to a regular public school tho- I go to "Harriet Tubman Free School", its a democratic private school-- Its pretty cool compared to public school)
but yeah I get really sick and everyone there.
haha coz its so fucking small...
there's like probably less then 20 people that go
there so you pretty much know everyone sorda personally
and I get sick of everyone there sometimes- i mean
i got my friends there and i love em :) and everything
but still Im not like super good friends with
anyone there anymore-i used to be but them all
my best friends left :'( and it was like totally sad.
haha.
so uh yeah i get sick of everyone even my friends haha :)
((but i loove em all))
((actully i love everyone ever..))
so yeah Its good to be on break but my break
has been sorda lame I dunno why..it just has been.
haha it's probably this fucking weather..
I'll just blame it on the winter time haha:P nah..
but thats deff part of it.
I get sorda depressed during the winter..
I guess alotta people do tho. Its like mad beautiful
and everything and i like the snow for like..
a few days then im sick of it and want it to be worm and sunny out.
but yeah winter depress-is me.
wow i totally suck at writing i started this at one around 230 and its almost 4..but i get so distracted! lol.
So Me and my [ex] boy friend of almost 6 months
(it was the longest relationship i was in) broke up a
few days before Christmas...I broke up with him...
I felt like an asshole...well i am an asshole..
but i woulda felt even worse if i stayed with him..
cuz i fell out of love with him and i didnt mean to or
anything but it just happend...
so what could I do? i wrote him a stupid letter on
facebook witch apparently was stupid..haha everyone i
talked to about it was like "did u call him or tell him
in person" and im like..uuhhh i wrote him on facebook and
they wher liiiike UR STUPIDD!! haha well. i can be stupid
sometimes oh fucking well.
so Joey((my exxboifraand))was like really pissed at
me or whatever witch i guess its totally understandable
but on Christmas eve he instant messaged me..
and was mean to be and i cried :D
haha it was shitty.
so i drank some blue alcoholic weird
shit that was bright blue and creepy haha.
(it was called "hypnotic")
and was like OH WELL FUCK DUDES!IL BE GAY!
bahha stupid boys!! =X haha no just kidding I love boyz:))
and I couldn't deal with women anyways cuz their mean too..and like crazy!
^and I know they are cuz i know Im a little crazy..
and..well no offense or anything
but I wouldn't ever wanna have sex with a girl..
cuz..well yeah. its not my preferable choice =D
haha.
but yeah dont get me wrong Im no way near homophobic!
I was actually protesting for equal rights for gay marriage!
a couple weeks ago.
but I love my pandaaa;;who is my new boyfriend as of last niight :D :D
I deff felt kinda weird about getting back in a relationship
so fast after like just ending one...but um..well I loove him :) :) so so whaat. ahg. yeah.
umm hmm now what should i write about????
haha so I have a crush on Han Solor from Star wars =D
hes so arrogant and a butthead and that would totally
turn me off in real life..but I dont know hes sexy ;) haha
ahh i get so distracted. and my brothers watching star wars. lol
haha okay so I started this shit at like 230 and its now 7 fucking 18 PM !! oh well i got distracted 8 billion times and did stuff liike make delicious-O pop corn in between writing my randome thoughts down. haha ah okay yeah.
UM i dunno what to write write now bbbut ill try to post something else later :))
Muchh love
xoxoxo
♥ <3
Diana
I have no idea who will read this..and I doubt anyone even will.
so yeah oh well...
Well okay HII
its been like a billion ages since i've wrote anything on here..and haha when I did I only wrote like 3 posts so yeah..haha i kinda suck at having a blog but its whatever.
imaa give it another shot!
wooo
okay so
Um December 30th 2009 230 in the afternoon.
Im sitting home With my brother Gabe..
Im babysitting him Its cold as shit in this house
I can see my fuckingg breath!!!!!!!! ah omg yeah.
the heat is broken so all we have is the wood stove..
witch is uh..nice...wen ur stiing right in front of it lol.
but yeah I suck at fires so its not too hot..
but at least its going..im wrapped in my
sisters heated electric blanket that i stole..or uh borrowed.
I hope Gabes not gunna like catch hypothermia..
I think Ill tell him to put a swetter on...
well I just did and hes like im not cold.
hes just stiing on the couch playing with his
30 dollars that he got for Christmas..
well five he got for stalking wood..
hes cheep child laber. haha I probably woulda been paid
like 10 or 15 dollars if I did what he did.
but thats coz i would bitch if I only got five.
haha.
okay wow so yeah this blog seems mad dumb,
Cuz Im just ranting about stupid shit.
oh well. if you hate it dont read it. :P muhahah.
so Maybe I should try and write about my life
or something not stupid and pointless haha.
like The temperature of this stupid house. haha.
Um so yeah I'll write about my liiiiife.:)
haha. i dunno why i think its funny. I just say
haha alot. I think like everything ever is funny.
i got this weird ass sense of humor:D
You would probably like.. think it was funny if you got it,
or if you diddnt you would just think im weird.
but im totally okay with that.
I mean mostly everyone I know thinks Im a weirdo. but i dont mind.
cuz I am a weirdo and I have been my whole life.
but ya my humor is weird but its okay coz i love it.
and I can make my self laugh.
Its like the only thing i love about my self.
well that and my artistic-nes
{[i am an artist and art its my LOVE]}
I guess thats kinda sadish or something..
I have like pretty bad like self esteem/self confidence
issues and shit but i dunno its
whatever im workin on them and
i have been for like..all my life haha.
or like this year mostly.yeah..this year..mostly recently.
And Im sure I'll get over it eventually:)
maybe tomarow or maybe next year. ah yeah.
anyways..
this year has probably been the most different
year of my whole life..
I mean i guess like every year
of ur life is diffrent and changes and stuff
..coz u get older and shit changes or something.
no maybe not tho cus wen ur 32 then u turn 33 ur
life probably wouldn't change to much but wen ur
15 then u turn 16 its like yay im older...
and shit is maybe a lil different.
I mean like at lease for me.
but not really i dunno I jus think THIS
year has been way different for me personally then 2008.
I mean my life changes alot. and its okay
Im down fer change, change is cool yo!
but change could also be kinda scary at times i guess ya knoow?
ha. yeah.
sometimes I have something tto say then
I loose my self in what Im talking about..
so if that didn't make that much sense..well thats why. lol.
soooo uh
I was gunna write about my life and
im just ranting about stupid shit AGAIN.
haha!
its a habit i have. Im a pretty horrible writer
I dont know how to write in good format or anything
I never really learned either so yeah I have a weird
style of writing. lots of run on sentence's and lots of
pointless rambling and lots of bad gramer and bad spelling
and stuff but oh well at least its original ha :) :)
OKAY
SO NOW ILL TRY TO STOP FUCKING RAMBLING AND WRITE SOMETHING ABOUT ME OR MY LIFE OR SOMETHING KAYYY.
So yeah...Im home on break from school..
.Im like totally happy to be on break from school..
coz i just get a lil too fucking sick of it sometimes
( i dont go to a regular public school tho- I go to "Harriet Tubman Free School", its a democratic private school-- Its pretty cool compared to public school)
but yeah I get really sick and everyone there.
haha coz its so fucking small...
there's like probably less then 20 people that go
there so you pretty much know everyone sorda personally
and I get sick of everyone there sometimes- i mean
i got my friends there and i love em :) and everything
but still Im not like super good friends with
anyone there anymore-i used to be but them all
my best friends left :'( and it was like totally sad.
haha.
so uh yeah i get sick of everyone even my friends haha :)
((but i loove em all))
((actully i love everyone ever..))
so yeah Its good to be on break but my break
has been sorda lame I dunno why..it just has been.
haha it's probably this fucking weather..
I'll just blame it on the winter time haha:P nah..
but thats deff part of it.
I get sorda depressed during the winter..
I guess alotta people do tho. Its like mad beautiful
and everything and i like the snow for like..
a few days then im sick of it and want it to be worm and sunny out.
but yeah winter depress-is me.
wow i totally suck at writing i started this at one around 230 and its almost 4..but i get so distracted! lol.
So Me and my [ex] boy friend of almost 6 months
(it was the longest relationship i was in) broke up a
few days before Christmas...I broke up with him...
I felt like an asshole...well i am an asshole..
but i woulda felt even worse if i stayed with him..
cuz i fell out of love with him and i didnt mean to or
anything but it just happend...
so what could I do? i wrote him a stupid letter on
facebook witch apparently was stupid..haha everyone i
talked to about it was like "did u call him or tell him
in person" and im like..uuhhh i wrote him on facebook and
they wher liiiike UR STUPIDD!! haha well. i can be stupid
sometimes oh fucking well.
so Joey((my exxboifraand))was like really pissed at
me or whatever witch i guess its totally understandable
but on Christmas eve he instant messaged me..
and was mean to be and i cried :D
haha it was shitty.
so i drank some blue alcoholic weird
shit that was bright blue and creepy haha.
(it was called "hypnotic")
and was like OH WELL FUCK DUDES!IL BE GAY!
bahha stupid boys!! =X haha no just kidding I love boyz:))
and I couldn't deal with women anyways cuz their mean too..and like crazy!
^and I know they are cuz i know Im a little crazy..
and..well no offense or anything
but I wouldn't ever wanna have sex with a girl..
cuz..well yeah. its not my preferable choice =D
haha.
but yeah dont get me wrong Im no way near homophobic!
I was actually protesting for equal rights for gay marriage!
a couple weeks ago.
but I love my pandaaa;;who is my new boyfriend as of last niight :D :D
I deff felt kinda weird about getting back in a relationship
so fast after like just ending one...but um..well I loove him :) :) so so whaat. ahg. yeah.
umm hmm now what should i write about????
haha so I have a crush on Han Solor from Star wars =D
hes so arrogant and a butthead and that would totally
turn me off in real life..but I dont know hes sexy ;) haha
ahh i get so distracted. and my brothers watching star wars. lol
haha okay so I started this shit at like 230 and its now 7 fucking 18 PM !! oh well i got distracted 8 billion times and did stuff liike make delicious-O pop corn in between writing my randome thoughts down. haha ah okay yeah.
UM i dunno what to write write now bbbut ill try to post something else later :))
Muchh love
xoxoxo
♥ <3
Diana
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